March 2011
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November 2010
11 posts
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Take, oh take those lips away, That so sweetly were forsworn, And those eyes, the break of day, Lights that do mislead the morn: But my kisses bring again, Seals of love, but sealed in vain. Hide, oh hide those hills of snow, Which thy frozen bosom bears, On whose tops the pinks that grow Are yet of those that April wears. But first set my poor heart free, Bound in those icy chains by thee.
Love is its own argument. →
Another Awkward Situation
I know I’m mostly over it now. It feels like it’s been forever since we broke up, but it hasn’t been two months yet.
I’m exhausted and lazy and cold, so I look in the closet for a blanket. I see the blanket he got me for my birthday, and I just brush it off. I’m not going to let something so small like that bother me.
So I turn on the tv to get over myself. And...
I’m scared of becoming that workaholic who does not have her priorities straight. The person who becomes overstressed from work and begins to put it before what really matters. Again, the concept of priorities, and what’s truly ‘important’ eludes me. This Thanksgiving is supposed to be a break from stress, but now I just feel like my whole future is all lined up already. I...
“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the...”
– Paulo Coelho (via quotewhore)
I honestly do not know where my head’s been lately. I mean, I’m losing everything (and I mean physically). First my backpack, then my binder, then my phone? My brain is so cluttered I can’t keep track of the simple stuff.
Not going to lie, it’s kinda freaking me out.
October 2010
16 posts
MMM. That was satisfying.
“You’re like a fire fly, a spark, a glow, a match in the darkness. And I will go...”
– I Wrote This For You (via quotewhore)
I'm not done with you yet.
Part of me is still naively hoping that we just need time apart and that this is just a temporary break. Which is ridiculous because today was the happiest I’ve been in a what seems like a long time. I keep telling myself that I’m completely over it-and maybe I am. Maybe this is just the beginnings of loneliness creeping back into me. I haven’t been alone in a while, so this can...
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I'm excited to fall in love with you all over...
This family dinner is going to happen.
“I can never read all the books I want;
I can never be all the people I want and...”
– Sylvia Plath (via poorlydrawnthings)
“Any place you love is the world to you, but love is not fashionable anymore, the...”
– Oscar Wilde (via quotewhore)
It is written.
franstar:
To die tomorrow was no worse than dying on any other day. Every day was there to be lived or to mark one’s departure from this world. Everything depended on one word: “Maktub.”
- The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho
I just need you to come home
I miss my mom so much. We didn’t talk all the time, and a lot of it was lecture. Somehow though, I know that if she were here all of this friends-falling-apart business would be a little easier to handle.
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In case you were wondering,
I am honestly fine. No joke.
It wasn’t a hard thing to do.
It is in the aftermath that I suffer. I keep thinking of this analogy of killing a person, but maybe I should just get Krista to write it for me.
I’m just sad that it got to this point where seeing him was no longer an issue. That I didn’t care that I rarely saw him or got excited to see him. I couldn’t fit into...
September 2010
36 posts
This is my amaazing sister. →
I'm too busy keeping myself together with tape and...
I know it seems like I’m all better, but all of the things that make me “happy” are stressing me out.
“There are very few things that a few minutes on a playground swing can’t fix.”
– Note to self. (via gabebondoc)
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Things are better now. BUT,
I’m reading all these posts about dreaming and wishing for a stellar, out of this world love. A love that somehow eclipses every other that ever existed.
And all I’m thinking is, “Hm. I wish I had that.”
Love shouldn’t be mediocre. Love shouldn’t be something you set aside for “when you’re older”. It shouldn’t be something that you set...
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Let's Take a Walk by Krista Lee
outside. there was your sulking shadow a shadow in such degrees that can’t be measured by mercury oh but the poison in the trail you have walked far exceeds that the quiver of your body shocked me into a shiver for that cold hollow soul beneath your flesh ached, swollen, and dying in my delivery of vocal percussion I stayed silent enough to hear your response a response no from the mouth...
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““It’s so hard to express yourself.’
I understand this.’
I want to express myself.’
The same is true for me.’
I’m looking for my voice.’
It’s in your mouth.’
I want to do something I’m not ashamed of.’
Something you are proud of, yes?’
Not even. I just don’t want to be ashamed.””
-Everything is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer
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“When I was a girl, my life was music that was always getting louder. Everything...”
– Everything is Illuminated, Jonathan Safran Foer (via beebopshoowop)
Oh simple thing where have you gone I’m...
I hate it when
dysfunktionalentropy:
people say a couple is ugly together. Seriously, you guys? Not fucking cool. Who cares if one is Asian and the other is black? Or if the guy is short and the girl is tall? You don’t have the right to judge them. AND to call them ugly with each other. They don’t deserve it. Maybe you’re jealous of their relationship. I don’t know, but seriously. Wtf, why would you do that?
...
Everything is falling apart.
And I can’t handle this anymore.